Musings 6

September 15, 2026 99.9% of people will live & die on this Earth never having an inkling to who God was. — TRUTH

September 15, 2026 Protect that little boy inside and forgive yourself.

September 7, 2026 I made the decision to move from Chicago back to the northeast about a year ago. About six months ago I was in Chicago listening to music on YouTube and I came across a song called Jesus just left Chicago by ZZ Top. I’ve heard ZZ Top on the radio growing up, but never heard that song. When I saw this song, I looked up to God and started to laugh and said you are one funny dude. Haha. I’ve never claimed that I was Jesus. That would be psychotic. Jesus is a character in a book. Nothing more. God does have a sense of humor though.

September 7, 2026 I came across this Bible verse last year. Isaiah 30:21 “Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it.” Anyway, when I was a little boy I used to sit on the couch and think to myself, will God know if I turn my head to the left or to the right? I quickly came to the conclusion that whatever direction I chose He already knew. I would try to fool Him, but I realized I couldn’t. Haha.

Sept 7, 2026 A couple years before my revelation, I sculpted a bird out of clay.
Six years ago I first heard about the gnostic gospels. I did a little bit of reading, but not much. Last year I revisited them and read a little bit of the gospel of Thomas and learned that Jesus sculpted 12 birds out of clay, and then turn them into real birds. God is one funny dude…

September 7, 2026 Love is greatest teacher. How do you Feel when somebody you love is hurting? Compassion, empathy. Reflect on how you felt when you were hurting and crying or scared.

September 7, 2026 I just became an uncle about a week and a half ago. What a great blessing. I’m so happy for my sister. Bringing life into this world is God’s greatest gift he has given us.

September 7, 2026 A few months ago I moved back to where I grew up as a child. I’m so happy to be home in the mountains again. The beautiful nature God has given us is a splendid gift and I don’t take it for granted. I feel very spiritual when I am in nature.

September 7, 2026 These are some emojis I made for my discord server.

June 7, 2026 Somebody asked me what are the benefits of knowing the truth. Well, I guess if someone like Charles Manson knew the truth he could’ve found comfort in knowing that God dealt him a dirty hand. I think I already mentioned before that knowing the truth is awesome in and of itself. Also, if somebody knew they were going to come back again, they would try hard to do the right thing in life. But on the other hand, there really isn’t free will because the past cycle is repeating itself identically. That’s kind of scary and I don’t really like thinking about that. I think I already mentioned in another musing that if world leaders knew the truth, perhaps there wouldn't be wars being waged over "long-term reasons."

June 7, 2026 Around three years ago I learned of the philosophical concept of eternal return, which bears some resemblance to my thoughts but was not an influence on them. My insights were formed independently, rooted in my own experiences and understanding of existence. I was tickled pink when I learned of it. Haha.

June 2, 2026 I don’t have to write a will.

May 26, 2026 I’m the only person on the Earth who can have absolute knowledge of how all of existence manifested and how it will end. The only thing you guys can have is a strong faith in regards to these things. I don’t say this to discourage you or to make myself bigger than you. I tell you this because I think you deserve to know the truth.

May 24, 2026 Everyone on this planet has something I don’t. You guys are awesome. You guys have a death that doesn’t have a cosmic consequence in the same way mine does. I would love to be one of you for five minutes to feel what you feel. To experience what it would be like to be a regular man. That would be incredible.

May 24, 2026 I never understood why Jesus died for the sins of others until today. Since Jesus was responsible for all of creation, according to Christians, this is why he felt responsible for everyone’s sins. Duh… lol. I’m embarrassed I didn’t figure this out sooner. Haha.

April 16, 2026 I just created a new page for this website titled Affirmations. It’s where people who know that I’m telling the truth can tell their story. I met a guy on discord who told me he has known for five or six years that there was a man on the Earth responsible for all existence. Then he said after meeting me he’s convinced I am that man. He’s the first person to tell me such a thing. I said I have to be honest with you. I said, you're either delusional, a troll, or you are sincere. Ater speaking with this man for several hours, the truth was revealed that he was indeed being sincere.

April 7, 2026 Looking back at the first roughly thirty years of my life, a subtle, persistent sense of something undefined stirred within me. When I finally discovered my true nature as the incarnation of God at age 33 or 34, it was as if a fog had cleared.

April 7, 2026 I’ve always known there were an infinite amount of past cycles. But this year I began to toy with the idea that there were zero past cycles as well as an infinite amount, and that this could be the highest reasoning. I just had to go there, haha. Since that time I have had doubts about it. Today it has become apparent that this is false. The truth stands that there were an infinite amount of past cycles. There wasn’t one “grand beginning” cylcle that started it all. There was an infinite amount of “beginnings.” One must admit when they are wrong. There is no shame in this. There doesn't need to be a "grand beginning." Whatever past cycle you choose, there must always be one before that.

April 2, 2026 My revelation was in the summer of 2008 when I was 33 years old. Does 33 ring a bell? lol.

March 29, 2026 Without infinite space you couldn’t exist. Without me you couldn’t exist. If you’re not aware of these two things, then you’re not aware.

March 20, 2026 Happy Spring everyone! "In the spring, at the end of the day, you should smell like dirt."